Friday, March 26, 2010

Dirty skeletons litter these streets

Dirty skeletons litter these streets.
They hold little cans
Hoping to make a living.
But they blend into the background
Unnoticed by those, like me,
That made seemingly right choices.
Darkened, empty, psychoactive eyes
Bore into the pockets and purses
Hungry for a bit of coin,
Hungry for a second chance.
Tremulous lips and trembling hands
Touching and praying
Hoping to be noticed.
Innocent eyes are now marred
By the cold reality of being Alone.
They are unseen,
They are unwanted,
They are left unloved.
A pitiful mess of bloating rags
Left to rot is fed upon,
Scavenged for scraps and coin.
On the streets no one notices,
No one sees, no one hears
The moaning, and the pleading
For a bus fare.
Such a simple thing is dismissed.
Is it so hard to squeeze from pride
A few drops of coin and time?

~Angus March 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

Experience a Bus-Stop

Experience A Bus-Stop

One waits a while at a bus stop
One sees many "abnormals"
A fellow sits with me, chatting away
Far away: I do not speak his tongue
Another fellow sucks at his smokey teat
Huffing and puffing at nefarious carcinogens
I cough and chuckle at his demise.
Cars drive by. Very loud cars. Have they always been so?
It must be the second hand vaporous milk....
Some stop for pick ups.
Odd thing to do, for a bus stop.
A very strange thing indeed, me thinks.
A bus stop is for buses not for cars!
Why do they do this abnormality?
Then again that man just got off here
His bus only picked him up moments before.
Laziness and impatience, that is all I have seen here
Here in this city.
Looking up the street the bus still has not arrived.
More cars, though, lots of cars.
But none are my salvation! None have luminous letters
Of Division!
Fuck. I'm choking upon clouds of death
With a foreign language in my ear.
Why endure this metaphoric hell?
Who would do this every day?
A sado-masochistic observer, that's who.
And that SMO is-- The bus is here, gotta go!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

An Androgynous God

Wassail!

Recently I have been meditating on the inner workings of the Master of whom I serve and what precisely he is. I read the Book of the Law recently and made an interesting connection with Luciferian Witchcraft of which I have taken an interest in. I have also been looking into the creation of the cosmos and what forces went into this as well and I have come to the conclusion that the Cthonic mother and father created the cosmos and I serve their androgynous child Lumiel-Azazel. Yes, this also has to do with me recently acquired angel fetish that is connected to Nigel Jackson's The Pillars of Tubal-Cain and no this has nothing to do with Judeo-Christian-Islamic angels, though they are connected from the distant past.

Christian Witchcraft



Just a little blurb about Christian Witchcraft and an update on my life right now.

I am currently living in Spokane, WA and I am able to make videos again and to tell the truth podcasts are such a bother to make and the host I was using I had to pay more for more hours and blah bluah enuch. So, I will be making videos every Wednesday and Sunday and posting them on here and on youtube, hurrah! Next video we will be having a look into the Sabbatic Flight and the use of Flying Ointments.

Currently Reading: The Serpent Grail this is an excellent book on the grail and the Elixer of Life and the Philosopher's Stone. It follows the history of a serpent cult that apparently, through ritual, mixed human blood with snake venom to create an Elixer of Life that has been proven by science to help replicate T-cells in the human body leading to a longer life and prevents diseases.

Wassail and Frith,
Angus.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Mastering Witchcraft

Wassail!

So, I am going to start setting some goals for myself because lately I have become rather lax in my practice. All the research is there, but I have become lax in putting said research to practice, haha!

So, what I am going to do is I am going to start working through all the exercises given in Paul Husons Mastering Witchcraft and record them here. This will last for the time period of two weeks. I am going to use his version of the circle and everything. I will not, however, be using his tools. I will be using mine, because let's face it: Paul Huson is so ceremonial it is almost sickening. Not that this is a bad thing, it just isn't my style, see?